So I had a whine yesterday......that's ok as I feel much better for it!
After having that whinge, I got up and cleaned the back garden. 3 bags of garden waste I found! I swept the pavers and garage out! It was quite good really.
At the end of all of that, I sat down and decided to read for a while - but the phone rang a few times and I found myself having lovely conversations with friends I hadn't spoken to in ages. One of the women I am going to the Mediterranean with in April and we were busy planning the last parts of our journey. The other friend rang me as she was shopping in a hardware shop, to invite me to a holiday place with them in a few weeks time.
It reminded me that I am loved, no matter how dark my mood may get. I was glad to have my moment of feeling sad, but today I am buoyant.
Tomorrow is Christmas day and I am looking forward to sharing the day with my family. It should be fabulous!...