where am I now?

I am about to start to delve in the emotional state of my being.....well......not right now. It's something that my counselor and I are working on in the next little while.

I am not the happiest at work. I love my job.....

I love the kids.

I love my peers.

I don't love the crap that goes on elsewhere within the workplace.....things that make me have to balance my creativity with the work place ethics/policies and anything else that detracts from my ability to free-form think.

The analogy of my life (according to my counselor) is the soul is like music - it can be bold, it can be vulnerable and it can be beautiful. The teacher aspect of my life is the guardian who is always wanting to protect the soul......It's always strong and is always looking for ways to protect me...

this is where the inner conflict starts.......this is where the question of who am I trying to please begins.......

I have a big couple of weeks (maybe longer) ahead of me.....

Just thought that you would like to be kept up with the journey.....